Painting credit: W.J. Rathbone http://www.billrathbone-welshartist.co.uk/turkish-paintings.htm |
Now then.
To Adam in Istanbul
We say our dual prayers
you and I
you coming home at sunset
kicking up yellow clouds of dust as holy offerings
me waking up to search the lonely ceiling cracks
as if hieroglyphs from God.
My days are an echo of your own
Once, you were awoken to the toll of minarets,
Now NPR is bleating me awake with the death rattle
statistics from the Middle East
Once, you blew your breath across the steam rising from your tea
so too will my cold fingers coil around a ceramic mug,
pulling its warmth into my knuckles
Once, your palms got dirty
glazed with the dust motes and ink of ancient Arabic text
Later, white chalk dust will find its way under my fingernails
and across the back pocket of my pants
Once, you gave a dollar to a beggar for rice
Everyday, a homeless man at my bus stop tells me I have a beautiful ass
and drunkenly asks for a kiss
An hour ago, you ate lamb with dill and lemon;
you smoked hookah with college faculty.
Tonight, I will boil noodles and gaze out my window and hum,
or maybe I will eat fruit naked in the bathtub,
or just watch tv and fall asleep,
forgetting to eat anything at all.
But for now
We say our dual prayers
you and I
you coming home at twilight
kicking up yellow clouds of dust as holy offerings
me waking up to search the lonely ceiling cracks
as if hieroglyphs from God.